Emma -

Sunday, 5 days left

You look so beautiful today
When you're sitting there it's hard for me to look away
So i try to find the words that i could say
I know distance doesn't matter but you feel so far away
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

You look so beautiful today
It's like every time I turn around I see your face
The thing I miss the most is waking up next to you
When I look into your eyes, I wish that I could stay
And I cant lie
Every time I leave my heart turns gray
And I want to come back home to see your face
And I
Cause I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But I can wait
I can wait forever
When you call my heart stops beating
When you're gone it wont stop bleeding
But I can wait
I can wait forever

I know it feels like forever
I guess that's just the price I gotta pay
But when I come back home to feel your touch
Makes it better
Till that day
Theres nothing else that I can do
And I just cant take it
I just cant take it

Another day without you with me
Is like a blade that cuts right through me
But i can wait
I can wait forever (I can wait forever)

2009-04-12 @ 22:18:26 Permalink Det mesta och ännu mer Kommentarer (1) Trackbacks ()

Fredag

If I could I would pull it up and rewind
To the time when it was just me and you
Oh how we were inseparable
If I could I'd pull it up and rewind
To the time before ~~you~~ went away
Wish I could go back to yesterday
If I could I'd pull it up and rewind
So I sit down and I had
try Are you living up in this life?
I know if I could I'd pull it up and rewind

If I had the gift be here I'd cure your ~~mom~~ from cancer
Take the Breena and stuck em up all with answers
Take the crack feen turn her into the prom queen
Have her graduate suma ku la day
But she so high that she's riding on drug assist
Growing up like the women from the exorcist
Her heart stopped in the ambulance

I am waiting for jonneli, we will go out and take a walk, its nice weather outside today so it can be ok. Later i will call Murathan. I miss him.

(L) Murathan

2009-04-10 @ 13:31:29 Permalink Det mesta och ännu mer Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

Haaaard work work =) torsdag

ja today i get to work atleast so i dont just have to sit and stare at the wall all day all the time ja. ja i dont just stare at the wall, sometimes i stare at the dogs to, or at the tv or at this computer. Ja no i dont just stare all the days but anyway, it feels like that.!

I got to hear good news about my dad today! =) or good and good, its a chance now for life.

I like my grandmother so much, Alice jaa, :) shes always nice to me!

I will go soon to work. BYE BYE

I Love you ♥♥♥♥

2009-04-09 @ 15:17:40 Permalink Det mesta och ännu mer Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

onsdag kväll jaaaa

I was gonna clean the appartment this evening, i even said it to justin in the phone, but as usual i just sat my ass down and started to fix with the music on the computer and watch tv. Jaa but tomorrow i will clean, or at friday, i think its ok if i clean on friday when i wake up, its better ja.
Goodnight.

If you believe in me, I believe in you, we can work it out.
No matter what we feel, if our love is real, we can work it out.

=)

2009-04-08 @ 23:34:31 Permalink Det mesta och ännu mer Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

onsdag - wednesday

Jaha.. Im waiting for jonneli so we can go out walk with the dogs.
she is always so slow jaa..! haha

anyway i will fix with music now, i am downloading a lot of stuff but i dont now what half of it is, i think i have like 500 songs to go through and see wich ones i like to burn down on cd for justin, i just have 7 cds so i will see if i will use them all or not.

Ok By for so long ja.

And it's no sacrifice
Just a simple word
It's two hearts living
In two separate worlds
But it's no sacrifice
No sacrifice
It's no sacrifice at all

We lose direction
No stone unturned
No tears to damn you
When jealousy burns.

Love Murathan =)
Hejdå!

2009-04-08 @ 14:24:43 Permalink Det mesta och ännu mer Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()

All is gone

from the past, ive made a new start now ! JAA and thats how it will be!
and if it does not work good it will not be my mistake, cause i will make everything to make this work ja, and thats all i can do!

But we are 2 persons that has to want the same, and i hope it will be like that.

I am so tired, but i cannot sleep, my father called and said goodnight and when he said bye, i said "i love you dad" but he hanged up and he did not here it. and i cannot call him back cause the hospitals phones dont take calls after a special time in the evening. soooo i have to wait until tomorrow. I miss my dad i hope he will be able to get home to the weekend so atleast he can celebrate easter here in the home and that he dont have to be hospital that special time.

One man i Also miss so my heart gets crazy is Murathan but his phone is of right now. I can call him later. In the state i am in i cannot sleep anyway so ill just sit here and send music with Jonneli on msn, she will mabe help me later to download photoshop for free! then i can make nice pictures and i will try to change this look for my blogg to! somthing with me and murathan instead, jaa because i want it to be like that because he is my love,

Ok have a nice time ja. what can i do.

I love you Murathan, Always.

2009-04-07 @ 23:46:24 Permalink Det mesta och ännu mer Kommentarer (0) Trackbacks ()